Micro Dispatch 📡

I've been running all my life tryin' to find who I am and I'm sick of it. Yeah, I'd give anything if I could quit. But I can't stop until it all makes sense.

So I spend some nights just staring at the sky wondering why I am even here. And I challenge, God, Himself to prove he's there, and for a moment I don't feel so scared.

I, don't think I can be the same, it makes me want to change, and go the other way.

Everyone at one point has probably had the same thoughts. This song is deep and so underrated. I'm so glad I rediscovered it today.

#MusicVideo #AChangeOfPace

Cannot believe I've never heard this song until this year! Never even heard the original, but this collab with Bowling For Soup sounds really good. Such a super catchy and fun song to listen to!

#MusicVideo #Busted #BowlingForSoup

You're slowly fading away. You're lost and so afraid. And you ask, where is the hope, in a world so cold?

You're looking for a distant light, someone who can save a life. You're living in fear, that no one will hear your cry: Can you save me now?

I am with you. I will carry you through it all. I won't leave you. I will catch you, when you feel like letting go, because you're not alone.

Your heart is full of broken dreams. Just a fading memory. And everything's gone, but the pain carries on.

Lost in the rain again, when will it ever end? The arms of relief, seem so out of reach, but I, I am here.

I am with you. I will carry you through it all. I won't leave you. I will catch you, when you feel like letting go, because you're not alone.

And I will be your hope, when you feel like it's over.

And I will pick you up, when your whole world shatters.

And when you're finally in my arms, look up and see, love has a face.

I am with you. I will carry you through it all. I won't leave you. I will catch you, when you feel like letting go, because you're not alone.

~ God

A beautiful, uplifting message, isn't it? Those are lyrics from the song “Not Alone” by Red.

#MusicVideo #Red #Spirituality

Cannot stop listening to this live performance from Mayonnaise. Hangin by the way translates to “Wind” in English.

#Status #MusicVideo #Mayonnaise #OPM

This started out as a Remark.as response to this post from Ernest Ortiz. Once it became long enough, I decided to make it a proper blog post instead.

So, here's my response to his question about my “writer's carry”:

Interesting, I've never heard it called a “writer's carry”, but it does make sense.

I used to write down my thoughts and ideas on my bullet journal. That habit slowly faded away once I started using Obsidian on my phone. Since my bullet journal is too big to carry around with me all the time, I still primarily write down thoughts and ideas on my phone first. But lately, I've been trying to get back to more analog writing, and have been writing to my bullet journal more.

I currently have a navy blue Bullet Journal, the official one that is a collab with Leuchtterm1917. As for my pen, I alternate between a Uni Jetstream pen and a Zebra Sarasa pen. Everywhere else where I can't easily write into my bullet journal, I use Obsidian on my phone.

#Response #Writing #BulletJournal

This one's a good one! With good headphones, it really sounds like there's a downpour outside. Good for focusing at work too, which is what I'm using it for right now.

Link: Stormy Weather

#Status #FocusMusic

...trying too hard Maybe we're torn apart Maybe the timing Is beating our hearts We're empty

This song has aged well. Still so good!

#Status #MusicVideo #ClickFive

The song for the day is a gem from Sixx: A.M. I feel like this is such an underrated song.

#Status #MusicVideo #SixxAM #Rock